In today’s Gospel, we find the Apostles dejected and discouraged following the death of our Lord. Poor Peter decides to throw in the towel on the whole disciple thing and go back to his old way of life, declaring, “I’m going fishing.” Upon hearing this, the other disciples follow him.
How easy it is for all of us to backslide on changes we have made in our lives, especially when it comes to our spiritual lives. But look how Jesus treats the disciples during their “backslide.” He is right there with them in the midst of it, already waiting for them on the shore when they come back from their unsuccessful return to the fishing business (after abandoning their mission as disciples). Our Lord greets them tenderly, gives them some fishing pointers, and then prepares their breakfast. How gracious He is to them!
He is just as gracious today. When we find ourselves “out at sea” — discouraged by our failures or for squandering the gifts God has given us, or simply by a lack of progress in our faith life, Jesus is with us! He is calling to us from the shore to come back to Him without shame or embarrassment, but with hope-filled trust in His steadfast love. He never tires of offering “do-overs” if we just keep returning to Him.
This constant process of turning back to the Lord, of reevaluating our goals and priorities as we aim for Heaven, is the essence of a stewardship way of life. Let us take heart as we continue our journey today, secure in the knowledge that Jesus is beside us every step of the way. © Catholic Stewardship Conference, 2022
Pastoral Pondering
I love this particular Gospel passage. It illustrates God’s goodness to us, sinners though we are. Peter’s profession of love gives him the opportunity to repair the three-fold denial that occurred before the crucifixion. How kind the Lord is to us! During Holy Week, the reality of God’s love became very real for me. Among the three of us priests, we heard confessions for hours at a time. During the Triduum alone (Thurs, Fri, Sat) I heard confessions for over three hours each day, and Fathers Yumo and Carlson as well. Even with that, there were some who were unable to be assisted because we just ran out of time. Still, it shows how much the Lord loves us and how much we need His love. It is not something to be taken for granted. The depth of God’s love for us was also manifested in Divine Mercy; celebrated liturgically last week.
The Lord is always willing to welcome us back to friendship with Him. Of course, we have to accept the invitation. The Lord does not for us to love Him. We see that manifested over and over again in the story of the Israelites throughout the ages. It is also a story that we experience in our own earthly journey. We must be intentional in our desire for a more intimate relationship with the Lord. As we express and live this desire, we become ever more aware of the ways in which we separate ourselves from Him. This pattern is very present in the lives of the various saints. When the “big” sins are conquered, the smaller ones come sharper into focus. It is the Holy Spirit’s way of keeping us on the path of continuing conversion. Let’s keep listening as we continue to celebrate Easter joy.
I also wanted to ask for your prayers for our deacons. The deacons at St. Mark are a tremendous help to our overall ministry. Health-wise Deacon Robert, following his accident, hasn’t been able to serve for a while now. Deacon Ron Sherwood has been diagnosed with cancer and is also unable to serve as he used to. Deacon Louie has “retired” and has faced his own health issues as have most of the others. Please pray for these men who are called to serve the Lord in a particular way while still serving their families. It can be a difficult task at times, but they give of themselves generously, nonetheless. As pastor they have been a source of counsel and wisdom over the years; something that I treasure greatly. Please join me in thanking them sincerely for their service and ask God to bless them for their sacrifice.